Throughout my long life of 23 years, I've spent much time worrying about finding the girl who would accept me for not only my strengths, but also my weaknesses. This includes my Cerebral Palsy. For those who know me, I've never considered my Cerebral Palsy a weakness. However, for those who have Cerebral Palsy, it's hard to explain to those who don't have it the struggles one can go through on a daily basis.
At times I've shied away from relationships because I was scared to explain why I had trouble cutting my food at dinner, the pain I feel on a daily basis, and yes I've had experiences with girls who were embarrassed to be with me because of the way I walked. Although these people are not worth my time, it can leave scars knowing that world can be so cruel as to make you feel that you're no worth anyone's time.
Yet when I'm with Shannon, the physical pain I feel throughout my body subsides and it's as if time is standing still. Every day when she asks me how I'm feeling, helps me when I have trouble cutting my food, or tells me that I'm perfect just the way I am, makes me beyond excited for what the future holds for us.
Babe I'm not perfect. In fact, nobody is. But I do think we're perfect for each other and our flaws make us who we are. Throughout life we will experience issues that can make life difficult at times. However, just know that no matter what those difficulties may be, I will always be there for you and I love you. You're my hero, my soul mate, my love. Happy Valentine's Day!
